You know those days when you're totally stressed out and at wit's end, that all you want is for the person you love to just put their arms around you and tell you, "Everything is going to be okay" or "I'm here for you" or "Hang in there, you can do it" or a simple "I love you." Those days that you need to feel loved, babied, made to feel special and all that stuff? I'm pretty much a strong person and I can go at it alone (I have done so for most of my life) but there are just days that you want to feel like someone is looking out for you. That they're willing to take care of you. That they want to. Like no matter how busy both your lives get they'd still make a point to spend time with you. That in your hour of need (well, sort of) they'll be there? Is that too much to ask when you rarely ask for anything at all? I guess it is. Keep forgetting the world does not work that way.
It's weird that sometimes when that happens someone comes along and does all the things you hope the one your with would do for you. Say all the right things, be so sweet and caring but you can't really appreciate it because it's not coming from the person you want or need it to come from most. Friends or other people don't cut it. It doesn't feel the same nor does it work the same than coming from the person you love. I guess it's just one of those days that you're all drained out, you just want to go to sleep and just let everything go. To sleep and not think and wake up after a week and go with it from there.
Aah... me and my ramblings. Things I do or think about early in the morning without work to keep you occupied.
Serenity Prayer:
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can, the courage to change the things I can't and the wisdom to know the difference.
It's weird that sometimes when that happens someone comes along and does all the things you hope the one your with would do for you. Say all the right things, be so sweet and caring but you can't really appreciate it because it's not coming from the person you want or need it to come from most. Friends or other people don't cut it. It doesn't feel the same nor does it work the same than coming from the person you love. I guess it's just one of those days that you're all drained out, you just want to go to sleep and just let everything go. To sleep and not think and wake up after a week and go with it from there.
Aah... me and my ramblings. Things I do or think about early in the morning without work to keep you occupied.
Serenity Prayer:
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I can, the courage to change the things I can't and the wisdom to know the difference.
