Tired.
Drained of all energy and emotion. Lost in conscious or subconscious thought. Numb from the pain the world has caused me, the pain I had caused and continue to inflict upon myself. The sun trying to break through the clouds but fail. Pulled from all directions. Sucked out of all the life. Diving into something that would consume me, eat me alive. Not caring. Not caring what comes ahead. Given up the hope, given up the fight. Acceptance of the future that lies ahead. Need no one. Stand alone. Life is as it should be.
Pray for sleep. Hope for sleep. Unending, peaceful sleep. The quiet of my thoughts. The quiet of my dreams. The end of the pain, the end of the sorrow. Swallowed by darkness, devoured by the night. Close my eyes and find tranquility. Uncaring of the future. Let go of the past. Trudging on. Sleep. Stillness. Serenity.
Tired.
Drained of all energy and emotion. Lost in conscious or subconscious thought. Numb from the pain the world has caused me, the pain I had caused and continue to inflict upon myself. The sun trying to break through the clouds but fail. Pulled from all directions. Sucked out of all the life. Diving into something that would consume me, eat me alive. Not caring. Not caring what comes ahead. Given up the hope, given up the fight. Acceptance of the future that lies ahead. Need no one. Stand alone. Life is as it should be.
Pray for sleep. Hope for sleep. Unending, peaceful sleep. The quiet of my thoughts. The quiet of my dreams. The end of the pain, the end of the sorrow. Swallowed by darkness, devoured by the night. Close my eyes and find tranquility. Uncaring of the future. Let go of the past. Trudging on. Sleep. Stillness. Serenity.
Tired.
