Tired of all the bullshit...

Why is it that some people just insist on dragging me into their bullshit? I mean, fine, it's one thing for me to want to be there for them, listening to them and trying to help them through whatever crap their going through, but it's another thing for them to keep dragging me in the middle of every possible drama to referee and then start turning on me for trying to be a friend to them. I dunno...I'm not making much sense. I'm just tired of listening to people who constantly run to me, wanting me to listen to every bit of bullshit in their fucked up world, asking me to fix it, wanting me to make them feel better but then lie to my face, stab me in the back and fill my head with crap that I don't know what's true anymore. I don't really know what I want to say. I'm just pissed off with some people right now. I just want them to leave me alone. If they want to screw up their own lives or make it more complicated then so be it. But for the love of God stop dragging me in to save you then leave me to drown on my own. Fucking tired of all the bullshit. Tired of people telling me stuff and then making me choose between them. Using me to prove who's lying when we all know they both are, including them. A real friend wouldn't put me in that position. I don't want to know what they do anymore. I don't want to hear about what goes on between the two of them or if they freaking banged each another or not. What goes on between the two of them is their own business and I'm happy not knowing because I've had it with their drama and their bullshit. Leave me out of it. I have had it with all the fucking lies, deciet and manipulation. I have enough drama of my own, thank you very much. Stop screwing with my head. I'm tired of letting you. I have no idea what's happened to you, if you've changed or you've always been this way and I never really knew. Maybe I thought you were a friend but really you weren't. You've screwed up too many lives including my own and I'm tired of picking up the pieces for you and tired of letting you walk all over me. I'm taking a stand and taking responsibility. This is the last time you screw with me. I've had enough of your bullshit. Someone pull the knife out of my back.