Just Me Being Me...

Sitting here thinking about stuff that doesn't make sense. Only knowing that I've been feeling down again. Seriously have no idea why though. Yes, things aren't going all that well in some aspects of my life, but some are okay. Just feeling depressed. Missing friends who accept me for who I am, friends I can trust undoubtedly. Tired of being lied to and made a fool of. Drained of all my energy and optimism. Feeling isolated and forgotten and yet preferring the solitude. I don't know anymore. What to do next? Nothing seems to go as planned anymore. Can't count on much anymore. People disappoint me. No point in investing emotion and trust anymore. Should be used to it by now but it still bothers me. It is what it is and we are what we are. Maybe I am screwed up more than I thought I was. Maybe tomorrow I'll feel better about things...maybe. I hope I will be. Need something to cheer me up. Maybe tomorrow will be different. Maybe tomorrow something good will turn up. Maybe tomorrow I'll be happy. Until then, life goes on. I go on. The saga continues.