Saturday, August 29, 2009

I Am Grateful - Something Chirpy Perhaps?

Nothing really profound to say today, like I have anything profound to say on any day...LOL! Just thought I should put something down more lighthearted than my usual gloom and doom, geez I'm so depressed bullshit (pardon my French :P) Just wanted to write the things I'm grateful for. I'm grateful for my family, my reason for living. Need I say more? LOL! Well tough, I will. They cheer me up when I'm down, though they never can tell when I'm down. They make me laugh, they give me strength and I know no matter what shit I get into or how bad I get, they'll always be there, not behind me but beside me, to get me through it all. They'd beat the crap out of anyone who does me harm too :D.

Though we all have our own lives and do our own things, whenever we get together it's always the best. Most of the best times I've had in my adult life was time spent with them. I guess they are the thing in my life I'm most grateful for. I can freaking write a novel about how grateful I am for that. Well a novel may be an exaggeration but you get my drift. ;)

What else am I grateful for? I'm grateful for my job, though I'm utterly bored with it and need a break. I'm still glad I have one and which pays reasonably well. I'm grateful for a boss who thinks I kick ass and if he could clone me he would...hehehe. I'm grateful for the people who have faith in me, in my abilities and who think I'm extremely smart. Go figure but grateful nevertheless. Salves my wounded ego and broken spirit.

I'm grateful for the people who care about me, who truly care. Who treat me with respect, who would not lie to me (the big ones anyway that could ruin) or treat me like a fool. Who would not want to change me in any way, shape or form and accepts me for the dysfunctional and confusing person that I am. Who love me. Who have been there for me in more ways than one. You have saved me from myself.

I am grateful for the health I have, albeit not very good, I am still relatively healthy. I can still wake up everyday and do my work. I think that's a good thing. I am grateful for the few people I truly can call my friends. Our meetings may be few and far between but I know you are there and I feel the love. The bond that ties us are strong, which distance and time will never break. You are the people I trust irrevocably and unquestioningly. You will never stab me in the back but instead have it and I have yours.

Though there are some people I'd like to forget I've ever come to meet, I am grateful for the first and the second. You came into my life at times of immense sorrow and darkness. Made me laugh and eased the pain. Shown me great pleasure amidst the heartache. You shone the light to lead me the way. For that you both will always hold a special place in my heart.

I guess I'm grateful for a lot of things and I can keep on writing about them all, and someday I'll list every single one of them, but for now I think this will suffice. Just let it be known I am grateful for all the things that I have been blessed with, may it be people, pets (my puppy - love of my life), experiences, things both intangible and tangible. I am grateful. I am blessed, I am loved and those who want to screw it up or stab me in the back, fuck off. I don't need people like you. You are beneath me. If you insist, then get in line and show me what you've got. I'm much stronger than I look and I refuse to be beat by the likes of you.

I guess I'm grateful for the inner strength I have as well. :D

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